A moment of clarity…

October 30, 2008 – 7:54 am

I always seem to hit these moments of clarity. Where I’m currently at in life, and usually know where I will take my life from that point. The odd part is I’m at a point of clarity and don’t know where I should go. I live my life largely by logic, and the direction I feel myself wanting to go doesn’t match the logic. Two plus two makes five right? This is another one of those things that even though I’ll probably keep my thoughts to myself, I feel like I need to write about it. Odd isn’t it? In a way the whole purpose of webninja was for me to have a place to be a mental dump. Somewhere I could write about anything I wanted, be it music, code, design, my personal life, cars, etc.

This is a problem because I feel as though I’ve lost focus with the site. In a way I’ve decided I wanted to keep webninja to code oriented things but the personal life bleeds through. The thing of it is, if I write about cars, I know the majority of the people reading this wont care. If I write about code, the car audience won’t care. Music? Well I enjoy both hip hop and electronic and those genres don’t generally cross.

The funny thing is, I took a look at my stats and really I don’t have an audience. A few tech friends visit, but I don’t really advertise the site either. So I’ve decided I’m going to take a new approach and just write about whatever is on my mind. If I think something is cool, I want to try to write about it.

Although to get back to the original point, I still can’t write about everything I’d want to. If I’m frustrated about something with friends, I can’t exactly write about it here. Eventually I’d like to think most of my friends find this site at one point or another, it’s just a matter of if they come back. I’m guess the latter is true due to lack of updates. So I guess I should change that.

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