where would i like to go today?

October 17, 2005 – 1:53 am

I’m in another one of those funks that I talk about. You know, that ones that make me type here. I’m sitting here, about to go to sleep. Kind of makes me feel like Doogie Howser. Well sans the commodore 64 style background with bright white text of course. Anyways, I’ve been on a money crunch. I’m probably worse off than I’ve been in quite a while. I’ve cut back going out to lunch and for the most part have been buying groceries and eating at home. I’ve stopped going to car club meets, and to be honest it kind of sucks. World of Warcraft seems like a good substitute to pass time. I also signed up for Blockbuster Online tonight. It’s $30/month but it will keep me from going out and spending money.

Speaking of going out, Jared, Bob, and I went out to Spin saturday night. It’s kind of what started my mood I think. I’ve left alot behind, I still wonder about Duluth. Hell the other day I let the thought of moving back creep into my mind. Maybe I finally am starting to realize I don’t get to hang out with those friends like I used to. I never talk to Gabe, Jeff, or a few of my friends. I talk to some others more like Brandon, JJ, and Brad though. It’s a change. I know I’m better off here though. I can’t dream to make this much in Duluth and I have some very good friends here.

Since I brought up good friends, one of my best friends down here is going to be going to Iraq soon. It really sucks because he’s one of the guys I look up to here. He’s the kind of friend that has only helped make me a better person and he still is. We’re going to be putting a web site up for him to keep in touch with everyone while he’s gone. It’s the least I can do for the things he’s done for me.

Anyways, my head is pounding, and I feel like I’m going to puke so I’m off to sleep.

  1. 6 Responses to “where would i like to go today?”

  2. I have to agree that you can’t dream. Your sense of imagination is a recently urinated on match stick with a smoke trail smaller than the incense sticks I burn in my room to keep your moms stanky farts from uprooting the house compared to my reach the sky bonfire. Even if you did move to Duluth you would have to overcome the language barriers and…the whole idea of showing up to work on time. I wish you the best in this pounding and puking phase of your life.

    By BShizzle on Oct 17, 2005

  3. How dare you rip my Commodore 64 to shreds! That little thing kicked ass!

    You’ll pull through. Just get a crazy roommate, such as myself. Oh and all those DVD’s you get from Blockbuster, copy them and sell them on the street corner. Mad profits y0!

    By Doogie Howser (Matt) on Oct 17, 2005

  4. "I wish you the best in this pounding and puking phase of your life."

    Hahaha. Best. Line. Ever.

    By Brandon on Oct 18, 2005

  5. Dude you’re really messed up.

    By Dave on Oct 19, 2005

  6. xbox night is calling you. You know you wanna come.

    By Ryan on Oct 19, 2005

  7. I can make it on the occasional Monday, Wednesday just isn’t happening.

    By trahma on Oct 20, 2005

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